happy bird day to me

I've been thinking about how I was born in December since I'm in New England now and I was born here when this life journey thing began. So I guess I was probably born into a cold world, although not immediately. I hate feeling cold. But if I get outside in the streets when the sun is still out I might start to feel good about bearing it & that might start to feel familiar and maybe that's a part of who I am on a fundamental level.

But if it is its mostly a cold baby self thats been way usurped by a modern age self that knows travel by plane is possible and tropical countries and even bigger & better cities really do exist!!

Boston is more like the primordial cold baby mind I possess that tells me the air is trying to kill me (literally!) but if I clench all my baby limbs together I might be able to stand it. It knows the truth. #thetruth. But sometimes I'm afraid the joy (#thejoy) has somehow been petrified inside the truth. #the truth



^this rugrats #rugrats cake was made for me by the infamous art-girl KatIe BaKER who you can follow on various media @snappybakes #snappybakes







^these recent videos are videos by itscrazytrevor who you can follow on youtube for more live, interesting and reAL videos

(you can also follow me-tube at jessica jarva)

it wAS gud to have a few FRANS around this december 4th. Happy birthday JAYZ!!