i love you moms

happy birthday, janet jarva. claim me as your own! i love youz

happy birthday CWJ

happy bird day to me

I've been thinking about how I was born in December since I'm in New England now and I was born here when this life journey thing began. So I guess I was probably born into a cold world, although not immediately. I hate feeling cold. But if I get outside in the streets when the sun is still out I might start to feel good about bearing it & that might start to feel familiar and maybe that's a part of who I am on a fundamental level.

But if it is its mostly a cold baby self thats been way usurped by a modern age self that knows travel by plane is possible and tropical countries and even bigger & better cities really do exist!!

Boston is more like the primordial cold baby mind I possess that tells me the air is trying to kill me (literally!) but if I clench all my baby limbs together I might be able to stand it. It knows the truth. #thetruth. But sometimes I'm afraid the joy (#thejoy) has somehow been petrified inside the truth. #the truth



^this rugrats #rugrats cake was made for me by the infamous art-girl KatIe BaKER who you can follow on various media @snappybakes #snappybakes







^these recent videos are videos by itscrazytrevor who you can follow on youtube for more live, interesting and reAL videos

(you can also follow me-tube at jessica jarva)

it wAS gud to have a few FRANS around this december 4th. Happy birthday JAYZ!!

happy birthday to my moms & all her biggest fans

today is tyra banks birthday

some say it is also my birthday. i am not turning 36 however.
today my mother sent me an email:
This is how I heard YOUR day was going....

First you had trouble getting out of bed



You had a stiff neck



You washed your hair and couldn't do a thing with it


Your new diet really doesn't seem to be working out



You pulled a muscle when you tried to exercise



Your new hat looked better on you at the store



You keep losing things


You got caught in the rain at lunchtime



Then the lunch you had didn't seem to agree with you



You feel trapped



Uninvited guests showed up at dinnertime



On top of that you think you're coming down with the flu



And finally, you're alone in the house at night when you think you hear a noise in the basement

MAYBE TOMORROW WILL BE BETTER!!
Thought for the Day


Handle every stressful situation like a dog.
If you can't eat it or play with it,
Just pee on it and walk away.

thanks, mom.

the second best thing i've recieved today is a note via the internet from my dear friend alma:
this time last year we were all watching in horror through the rain soaked window as you sprinted through brussels with no money and no passport. and then everything was ok. love you and miss you, happy birthday.

tough birthday to beat, that one.
happy birthday internet & internet people & robots!!!